"MY MOTTO"

"MY MOTTO"
LIFE...AND THE THINGS IT BRINGS

Sunday, March 6, 2011

File:Gray508.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

File:Gray508.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
This is a picture of all of the arteries that run through your brain. I noticed that the Occipital is right next to the Venous Angioma that I have back there, that I have never in my entire life had trouble with. I was a cheerleader that did flips in High School and worked in Nashville,TN., where I sange and danced on stage. I would know if I ever had hurt there and I know I haven't even had headaches, much in my whole life, until now. I never have hurt in the back of my neck and that really makes me wonder if the NL was wrong, when he told me that I probably was born with it. I also have a Chiari Malformation and I am concerned that the wiring I have back there has entertwined with the Venous Angioma, in some way. IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? It sure feels like something is really wrong. If you look at the structure of how the arteries connect, you can see that it is very possible. It looks like it to me.
I am having sharp pains that shoot from my temple down my neck. I don't know if I should go to the Hospital or not, that is the problem. Our hospital doesn't even have an MRI machine, so how would they even know if I had a vein in my head that maybe was blocked or not. The position, this has put me in, is not good. I know, I should move away from this town, but my mom and dad live right next door and I feel I should be close to them in their older age..just in case I could help them in some way, but It looks like I am the one who needs help.
YEAH, and where is the help we need in this town of Helena or as someone put it earlier..hell-na? I am not saying that they haven't or don't help, I am saying there is no one in this town that knows @ what is going on with me, except for maybe my PCP. Thank God, I do have a Doctor that helps me with my pain, for I don't know where I would be now. Thank you, Dr. Winston...I don't know what I would do without your help.
I could use all the prayers I can get now. I fervently believe in prayer and GOD. I know, He has kept me around..maybe a little while longer to see how my boys are going to turn out. I have been sick for a long time*(5yrs. or more, right after surgery).
Would you read the section, I believe right under this one, it is where I got an answer from a Doc off of the net, but if you read it all, you will see that I give her all of the details I could think of, but if you can think of anything else I should know that she missed, I would really appreciate getting in touch with me some way. You can try to comment to let me know,please comment, if it'll let you post one*(stuborn thing).
All I need now is to make it another month, until (APRIL 6th) and I will get to see a Vascular Neurosurgen...it sure seems like a long time and wonder if I should go somewhere else while I am waiting to see this VN, just in case (God forbid) what is going on is deadly..I PRAY THAT IT ISN'T...DEAR LORD, PLEASE LET ME LIVE TO SEE MY BOYS GROW UP AND BE THERE 4 THEM..AND NOT GO B4 MY PARENTS FOR IT WOULD DO THEM IN AND I DEFINATELY DON'T WANT THAT...PLEASE LORD HELP ME..IN JESUS NAME..AMEN <3 Karen Elmore

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