Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Hub pages that I found are sooo kewl...:)))

It said to just paste it, but when I look at it, it has all of the < and  "..all sorts of stuff...sorry, but it is kewl.

<div class="hubpages_widget" style="width:160px; margin:0 auto 20px auto !important;">
    <div id="hubpages_1849671">
        <script type="text/javascript" src="http://hubpages.com/widget/insertWidget.php?i=1849671&h=220&m=l&t=3fhpshdrj6w4b"></script>
    <div class="hubpages_foot">
        <a href="http://hubpages.com/_3fhpshdrj6w4b/profile/hurryupandwait65%22%3Emore &raquo;</a>
        <a href="http://hubpages.com/_3fhpshdrj6w4b" class="hubpages">HubPages</a>
        <div style="clear: both;"></div>

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

What is going on? Why don't a Doctor tell you what is going on, instead of leaving you in THE DARK?

      Well, I am sorry if what, below looks like a garbled up mess. I am not completely  computer literate here..u know. So, I just copied and pasted this, after I saved it..and fell asleep twice while trying to post it. lost all of it, once.
     At least, I have learned to do that much on the computer, but the bad part is that I don't know what to do @ the post that includes all of the these:( << > letters & #'s)..I was sort of lost in that part, but I just left it that way and then I saved it. 
     I am desparate now with all of the shaking my head has been doing (not real bad at the moment, it has it times) and my left arm does it too, so I went ahead and posted it. Sure, I am scared of what it says, but shouldn't, I guess NOT...
     I have just been down for so long. Ever since, I had that surgery on my C5-C6 (where I had a spinal diskectomy). I have been down to where I couldn't do a thing and the PAIN can be incredibly horrid.   
     When I saw it, I believed it and PRAYED that The Lord would just take it away, HE CAN. "NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE WITH THE LORD. 

Monday, March 14, 2011

MedHelp - Medical Information, Forums and Communities

This is a picture of most of us in The cast of Country Music USA(Dean Sams of "Lonestar" and Ken Mellons, in which has a new bluegrass album coming out), when I(the one in the bright yellow shirt) worked in Opryland( I wanted to say that we lost a member of our group, Don Hayes RIP and we are going to miss u. He did our Willy Nelson and was the best.
When I worked there...It was a wonderful, MAGICAL time in my life...when I could do anything I wanted and I was so healthy.."You never know what you got until it is gone".
What happened down that road. What did someone do to me? That question goes out to the wonderful..not..Doctor who did my surgery and left big HOLES in my neck(no telling what else he done to me..he might have left something behind or in there) or it uld be to the wonderful Doctor who hit me with a needle in my spine from an MRI...hmmm. I wonder which one it is..IT feels like it it BOTH...really, I do because it doesn't make sense why I am bedridden and can't stand hardly or walk. My arms can't hold anything and my PAIN level goes from 5-10..and sometimes that 10 feels like a 20..

Do you know what the bad thing @ it is...NO ONE can look at you and say you have this or y0u have that..THEY have to test it. Yeah, I probably look okay, but that doesn't mean I am not in PAIN.. just look at this pic and you can see I am miserable and HATE IT..
You can tell I am miserable and that is everyday 4 me(my son took this pic of me at a wonderful moment and you can even see that great Fentanyl Patch that I have to wear for pain). There has got to be a way that I can get "back on my feet again" and not have to take meds at ALL. As much as I want to go fishing with my boys this Spring, my right arm is of no use to me much..except for typing..THANK GOD..or I would probably lose my mind just laying here.

When you click on the link below it will take you straight to MedHelp. It will take you to a comment page, but click on my profile and you can read if you like, but then you MUST click on my Watchlist...soooo many posts asking for help..Yeah, I am not well, but I AM NOT GIVING UP!!!!

MedHelp - Medical Information, Forums and Communities
I love this MedHelp site and in anyway I can get others aware of the kind and caring people that are there, that would help you with anything. When the site comes up, remember it will be my sent message page or comment page, but click on my profile and DEFINATELY go to my watch list. There you will find ALL of the questions I have posted(probably a hundred or more) that can give u a lot of insight on what in the world is going on with me and it will connect you so many resources on finding answers.
As you know, I have been suffering with this syndrome,disease or failed fusion( seems to me NO ONE knows :o).
I know there is something besides the list of things that they say are wrong with me. I just want to get well. Isn't that what DOCTORS are for.I am beginning to wonder if they care enough to try and get me well.
I pray that who is having problems like I am will follow the links that I have provided on my site to help u in any way possible. I PRAY 4 ANYONE THAT HAS TO SUFFER THIS KIND OF PAIN...NO ONE SHOULD!!!!
I have the last MRI's coming.."Lord Willing", they do. It *(being sent from my last NL that said what I had was out of his area of expertise) and I hope when I get to the Vascular Neurosurgen that he will find THE answer 4 me..4 it seems to me that the Doctor's community is only interested in filling their pockets, NOT finding what is wrong with a person these days..and THAT my dear is sooooo sad..:((((
GOD BLESS 2 all of u that are suffering and shouldn't...always.. Karen /div>

Sunday, March 6, 2011

File:Gray508.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia

File:Gray508.png - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia
This is a picture of all of the arteries that run through your brain. I noticed that the Occipital is right next to the Venous Angioma that I have back there, that I have never in my entire life had trouble with. I was a cheerleader that did flips in High School and worked in Nashville,TN., where I sange and danced on stage. I would know if I ever had hurt there and I know I haven't even had headaches, much in my whole life, until now. I never have hurt in the back of my neck and that really makes me wonder if the NL was wrong, when he told me that I probably was born with it. I also have a Chiari Malformation and I am concerned that the wiring I have back there has entertwined with the Venous Angioma, in some way. IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE? It sure feels like something is really wrong. If you look at the structure of how the arteries connect, you can see that it is very possible. It looks like it to me.
I am having sharp pains that shoot from my temple down my neck. I don't know if I should go to the Hospital or not, that is the problem. Our hospital doesn't even have an MRI machine, so how would they even know if I had a vein in my head that maybe was blocked or not. The position, this has put me in, is not good. I know, I should move away from this town, but my mom and dad live right next door and I feel I should be close to them in their older age..just in case I could help them in some way, but It looks like I am the one who needs help.
YEAH, and where is the help we need in this town of Helena or as someone put it earlier..hell-na? I am not saying that they haven't or don't help, I am saying there is no one in this town that knows @ what is going on with me, except for maybe my PCP. Thank God, I do have a Doctor that helps me with my pain, for I don't know where I would be now. Thank you, Dr. Winston...I don't know what I would do without your help.
I could use all the prayers I can get now. I fervently believe in prayer and GOD. I know, He has kept me around..maybe a little while longer to see how my boys are going to turn out. I have been sick for a long time*(5yrs. or more, right after surgery).
Would you read the section, I believe right under this one, it is where I got an answer from a Doc off of the net, but if you read it all, you will see that I give her all of the details I could think of, but if you can think of anything else I should know that she missed, I would really appreciate getting in touch with me some way. You can try to comment to let me know,please comment, if it'll let you post one*(stuborn thing).
All I need now is to make it another month, until (APRIL 6th) and I will get to see a Vascular Neurosurgen...it sure seems like a long time and wonder if I should go somewhere else while I am waiting to see this VN, just in case (God forbid) what is going on is deadly..I PRAY THAT IT ISN'T...DEAR LORD, PLEASE LET ME LIVE TO SEE MY BOYS GROW UP AND BE THERE 4 THEM..AND NOT GO B4 MY PARENTS FOR IT WOULD DO THEM IN AND I DEFINATELY DON'T WANT THAT...PLEASE LORD HELP ME..IN JESUS NAME..AMEN <3 Karen Elmore

Why do I hurt so much on my left temple,some right temple and all over my body? - WebAnswers.com

Why do I hurt so much on my left temple,some right temple and all over my body? - WebAnswers.com