SORRY, THIS IS MORE OF A COMPILATION OF WHAT I WAS FEELING TODAY. I HOPE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND,STARTED OUT ONE THING AND WENT TO ANOTHER. IT'S BEEN HARD ON ALL OF US.

I THOUGHT THIS WAS SO BEAUTIFULL AND SAID SO MUCH..I PRAY 4 ALL OF U WHO ARE OUT THERE IN THIS HORRIBLE TIME...SO MUCH MISERY, SOMETIMES, WE HAVE SO MUCH PAIN...I UNDERSTAND WHERE YOU ARE COMING FROM AND JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT, I AM HERE...MAYBE, NOT IN BODY..BECAUSE I AM DISABLED, BUT IN MIND AND IN MY HEART. MY HEART GOES OUT TO ANYONE THAT SUFFERS. ESPECIALLY ALL OF YOU, WHO HAVE BEEN AFFECTED BY THIS HORRIBLE FLOOD OF WATER THAT HAS JUST TAKEN OVER. MAY THE LORD BLESS YOU.
I KEEP YOU IN MY PRAYERS AND AM HERE TO LET YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE NOT ALONE. HE WATCHES OVER ALL AND EVEN KNOWS OF THE DEVOTATION WE HAVE IN OUR HEARTS. HE DOES CARE AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR US IN OUR TIME OF NEED. HE EVEN KNOWS THE NUMBER OF HAIRS THAT WE HAVE ON OUR HEAD. I KNOW JUST WHEN I PRAY, HOW CLOSE I FEEL TO HIM AND THERE IS NO OTHER FEELING THAT COMPARES TO THE CLOSENESS OF GOD.
I HAVE BEEN READING A LOT LATELY OF HOW PEOPLE ARE GROWING WEARY BECAUSE OF THE MOCKINGS I HAVE HEARD. IT IS SAD. THE YOUNGER GROUP ARE SO HARD AND ANGRY. WHY? IS IT THAT THEY DON'T WANT THERE LIVES TO CHANGE OR IS IT THAT THEY HAVE NEVER FELT THE LOVE OF GOD. IT IS SO STRONG AND SO LOVING. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHERE THE BITTERNESS COMES FROM. MAYBE, IT IS COMING FROM SOCIETY WANTING EVERYTHING NOW. OHH. DID I STRIKE A NERVE. I DID. I AM SORRY, BUT SOMETIMES THE TRUTH HURTS AND THAT IS WHY IT BUILDS CHARACTER. IT BUILDS THE FINISHED PRODUCT OF THE LORD, IF THE PERSON LETS IT AND DOESN'T FIGHT IT. DON'T FIGHT IT. IF YOU'RE THE LORDS...YOU WILL KNOW IT...AND SHOW IT AS WELL...:))))


ORIGINALLY WAS GOING TO POST @ SURGICAL MRI'S, BUT THOUGHT @ THERE BEING SO MANY SUFFFERING OUT THERE THAT ARE IN A DIFFERENT BOAT AND EVEN IF I AM, I AM BLESSED TO KNOW THAT I AM THE LORDS..
I JUST FIND MYSELF FIGHTING FOR MY HEALTH AND IT SEEMS AS THOUGH I AM NOT GETTING ANYWHERE...YEAH, I GET FRUSTRATED @ IT, BUT I TRY AND MOVE ON. I KNOW, THE LORD IS GIVING ME STRENGTH TO DO THAT..:)

I THOUGHT I WOULD GO AHEAD AND POST A DIFFERENT VIEW, JUST IN CASE SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN SEE THE PROBLEM. YOU NEVER KNOW.

IT IS A HORRIBLE THING TO WAKE UP EACH DAY AND TO NOT KNOW WHAT THE DAY WILL BRING OR TO EXPECT. I RECKON WE ARE ALL IN THE SAME BOAT...IN A WAY.


WOULD YOU KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS: ...:)))) <3 Karen

THIS IS JUST A TEST. I WAS ORIGINALLY GOING TO POST AND WRITE @ IT, BUT DECIDED TO THINK OF ALL WHO ARE IN A TERRIBLE PLACE RIGHT NOW. I AM THERE TOO AND CAN RELATE.
I CAN'T GET WELL. I HAVE SEARCHED FOR OVER 5 YEARS FOR SOMEONE TO FIND WHAT IS IT THAT IS WRONG WITH ME. I SUFFER EVERYDAY CHRONIC PAIN AND HAVE BEEN SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TAKE CARE OF ME(mostly, my mom and dad,but my hubby does when they can't, because he works all the time to keep us afloat.).
 I AM GETTING TO WHERE I CAN'T USE MY ARMS AND LEGS AND AM FIGHTING EVER SO HARD TO GET ANSWERS. I FEEL, IT IS A PROGRESSIVE DISEASE OF SOME KIND, SINCE IT IS CAUSING ME NOT TO BE ABLE TO STAND FOR OVER 10-20 MINUTES...THAT IS IT. WHATEVER IT IS, OR COULD BE, I JUST KNOW THAT I HAVE TO FIGHT OR I MIGHT NOT BE HERE. IT COULD BE A MECHANICAL PROBLEM FROM THE SPINAL DISKECTOMY SURGERY THAT I HAD BACK IN FEBRUARY OF '06, THAT COULD BE FIXED.."LORD WILLING" FROM THE DOCTOR I AM TRYING TO GET IN TO SEE.
I DILIGENTLY HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR AN ANSWER AND KNOW, THAT THE LORD HAS SUSTAINED ME. HE HAS GIVEN ME HOPE AND A SENSE OF HARMONY IN MY SOUL...AND THAT MY FRIEND IS BEING A CHRISTIAN. THE FEELING OF HAPPINESS, EVEN THOUGH THERE SEEMS TO BE NONE... AT THE TIME, SOMETIMES, BUT THANKS BE TO GOD FOR US TO HAVE THE KNOWLEDGE OF JUST HIS EXISTANCE...SO, WE MUST BE GREATFUL...EVEN IN TIME OF SORROW, FOR, I DO BELIEVE THAT SOMETHING GOOD COMES FROM SOMETHING BAD...SOMETIMES, LIFE IS HARD AND WE HAVE TO BE THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER.
WE JUST HAVE TO BE STRONG AND LET HIM LEAD THE WAY. KEEP YOUR EYES ON HIM.

I PRAY 4 US ALL TO BE BLESSED BY HIM, WHO IS OVER ALL AND FOR US TO KEEP OUR FAITH. WE MUST HOLD ON AND NOT GIVE UP NOW...NOT, WHEN HE IS AT THE DOOR.
SO, I PRAY MOST HEAVENLY FATHER,
OUR FATHER, WHO ART IN HEAVEN. HALLOWED BE THINE NAME.
THY KINGDOM COME, THY WILL BE DONE ON EARTH AS IT IS IN HEAVEN.
GIVE US THIS DAY OUR DAILY BREAD AND FORGIVE US OUR DEBTS AS WE FORGIVE OUR DEBTORS.
AND LEAD US NOT INTO TEMPTATION, BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL.
FOR THINE IS THE KINGDOM AND THE POWER AND HE GLORY....FOREVER AND EVER....AMEN.

I JUST PRAY LORD THAT YOU CONTINUALLY SHIELD US WITH YOUR LOVE AND DEVOTION AND KEEP US COVERED BY YOUR HEAVENLY ARMS...THANK YOU LORD FOR LETTING ME KEEP MY SANITY DURING THIS HARD AND DIFFICULT TIME IN MY LIFE AND MY LOVED ONES, WHO HAVE CARED AND LOVED ME SO MUCH. I SEND A SPECIAL PRAYER TO ALL OF THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUFFERING AND HAVING A HARD TIME IN THIS WORLD. TO BLESS THEM AND KEEP THEM IN YOUR LOVING ARMS ALWAYS. IN JESUS CHRIST NAME, I PRAY...AMEN.

I SAID DILIGENTLY...:)))) HERE IS ANOTHER SHOT OF MY NECK AND HEAD THAT FEELS LIKE IT IS KILLING ME. (BELOW-IS THE WRITTEN REPORT OF MY MRI)




For MR BRAIN W/WO CON, 20 ML of ZM OMNISCAN P/ML administered RIGHT
ANTECUBITAL

PROCEDURE: MRI OF THE BRAIN PERFORMED BOTH WO AND W INTRAVENOUS GADOLINIUM.
FINDINGS:
The lateral ventricles are normal in size and position. No abnormal areas of
increased or decreased signal are seen in either cerebral hemisphere. Basal
ganglia, brain stem and cerebellum appear normal on the pre contrast images.
However, there is a small venous angioma in the inferior left cerebella
hemisphere which is best appreciated on the post gadolinium images. The
draining vein extends to the periphery. It is best appreciated on Image 3 of
Series 8. No other enhancing abnormalities are identified. There is "empty
sella". The cerebellar tonsils are low lying, however, I do not feel there is a
normal Chiari malformation present. No areas of restricted diffusion are
identified.
The orbits, paranasal sinuses and mastoid air cells appear normal with the
exception of a very small left mastoid effusion.
IMPRESSION:
1. There is a small venous angioma of the left cerebellar hemisphere. This is
not felt to be of clinical significance.
2. There is a small left mastoid effusion.
3. There is "empty sella". This is a normal variant.
4. There is mild cerebellar tonsil ectopia.